Some things are hard to accept. Hard to think about. Hard to talk about. Very sensitive topics to be hanging around! I’ve got a bunch of things that make me uneasy and I never talk about them. Mostly because I’ve been really busy pretending to be some sort of happy when I’m really not and…… Continue reading Some facts are hard to handle…
Q: Doubters? A: In the name. A postman will deliver your post. A handyperson will put up a shelf, put together some (unnecessarily confusing) flat pack or carry out some other handyperson duty with those handy hands of theirs. A chef will cook like a chef cooks. An alcoholic will drink, you guessed it… like…… Continue reading Doubters doubting you
I’m not one for celebrating New Years. Not eve, the day or the prolonged week as some do. Never have been one to celebrate much of anything but I wouldn’t dampen anyone else’s partying. Personally, I see it as just another day except I have to note that people are all reminiscent of the previous…… Continue reading New Year’s Eve, day and the day after
I always think that believing in yourself is like the good old British weather. Some days you’re taking the rain and the hails with aplomb and on other occasions you’re left a little sorry faced and sunburnt, but, you can still acknowledge that you had a ruddy good time. So for me, I always believe…… Continue reading Believing in yourself
Getting excited again about writing (in any form not just in a blog) has honestly taken a while. I don’t think that I ever did genuinely lose interest or that raw motivation in the deepest breadth of my oceanic heart, but, I lost something. My identity? My passion? My relentless ranting ability? I don’t know…… Continue reading Lacking Inspiration. Getting it back.
To answer the question in the title field, yes. To consider myself more insecure than confident? No. My insecurities do not define me. In fact here is a list of a bunch of things (listed in no particular order) that do not define me: My aesthetic appearance My family, economic and ethnic background My employment…… Continue reading Am I insecure?
I’m not interested in upsetting people. I don’t go out of my way to find ways to upset people. In fact I go out my way in order not to upset people and all I realise is that people will still get upset. Sometimes you have to be selfish for the bigger picture and people…… Continue reading Friday feelings….
You either understand that I don’t think within the ‘normal distribution’ or you can’t be bothered to. I like to think about things a certain way and approach undertaking tasks in a way that can sometimes bamboozle others. I’ll reach the end goal just as quickly (or perhaps even faster), and people just choose to…… Continue reading The way I am and how it confuses people
There are a whole bunch of things I would like other people agree with me on. I’m talking about my dreams, my passions and my opinions, and so on. The issue is the society we live in is selfish. I am selfish. People are selfish. I can admit that though. I am a flawed human…… Continue reading I can’t convince you
Let’s be honest here because when I’m in the flow, say, like a burst water pipe, the wit and humour you will get from me is like the pus from a pimple. It just oozes out and you’re never quite sure when it’s about to stop. If you know me then you know that THAT…… Continue reading The way I write amuses me but does it amuse you?